Emma Fowle: All the times you were not there, this happened...
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Emma Fowle grew up in the shadow of her father, Arthur White—a four‑time world powerlifting champion whose drive for strength and success nearly tore their family apart. In her new book, All the Times You Were Not There, she shares what it was like to live through addiction, debt, and infidelity, and how her family ultimately found recovery, faith, and redemption. Emma joined Carlton Baxter to share her story.
Released on 27 Jan 2026
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