Emma Fowle on growing up in the shadow of her dad’s addiction
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Guest presenter and deputy editor of Premier Christianity, Emma Fowle, joins Esther and Betsy de Thiery, founder of Trauma Recovery Global, to talk about confronting our past, experiencing true healing, and her new memoir, All The Times You Were Not There — which reveals how her dad’s steroid addiction nearly upended her family.
Released on 24 Feb 2026
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